Becoming a Christian
Christianity
entered into the world not to be understood but to be existed in. He makes it clear that the Christian style of
life cannot be indiscriminately blended with any and all human desires. Nor are
Christians left to their own devices as to what style of life to lead. And that
life which they are to follow or pattern themselves after is the life of Jesus.
On the basis of the New Testament, record concerning the life and teachings of
Jesus, he sets up an ideal “pattern” to which the individual Christian is
supposed to conform. The life of Jesus is the model which the Christian is
obligated to attempt to imitate. A Christian is a person of will who no longer
wills his own will but with the passion of his crushed will radically changed,
wills another’s will. Christianity
is not so much related to transforming the intellect but to transforming the
will. But this transformation is the most painful of all operations, comparable
to a vivisection. Biblical Christianity is concerned with our will, with
changing the will. Everything touches this; all the instructions (renouncing
the world, denying one’s self, dying to the world, and so on, also to hate
oneself, to love God) are connected with this fundamental idea: the
transformation of the will.
Real conflict
between Christianity and man lies in that Christianity which is Absolute and
teaches that there exists something absolute, and demands of the Christian that
his life must express the existence of something Absolute. Initially
and principally Christianity is and must be so terrifying that only an Absolute
can drive a person to it. A Christian is literally a stranger and a pilgrim. Relationship
to Christ is the decisive thing. You may be thoroughly informed about
Christianity as a whole, may know how to explain it, to present it and to
expound it but if with all this you think that your own relationship to Christ
is a matter of indifference, you are a pagan. This is Christianity: Let a person begin seriously to realize his need for
Christ. Let him literally give all his fortune to the poor, literally love his
neighbor, and so forth, and he will soon learn to need Christ.Christianity is a suit that at first glance seems attractive enough, but as
soon as you actually put it on then you must have Christ’s help in order to be
able to live in it. Christianity came into the world as the absolute not for
consolation, humanly understood; on the contrary it speaks again and again of
the sufferings which a Christian must endure, or which a man must endure to
become and to be a Christian, sufferings he can well avoid merely by refraining
from becoming a Christian. In
a strict sense, being a Christian means ‘to die to the world and then to be
sacrificed; first a sword pierces the heart (to die from the world) and then to
be bated cursed by men and abandoned by God (i.e. sacrificed).
There is an endless yawning
difference between God and man and hence in the situation of
contemporaneousness to become a Christian (to be transformed into likeness with
god) proved to be an even greater torment and hence also a crime in the eyes of
one’s neighbor. And so it will always prove when becoming a Christian in truth
comes to mean to become contemporary with Christ. And if becoming a Christian
does not come to mean this then all the talk about becoming a Christian is
nonsense and self-deception and conceit is part even blasphemy and sin against
the second commandment of the Law and sin against the Holy Ghost.
If
thou canst not prevail upon thyself to become a Christian in the situation of
contemporaneousness of with Him or of He is the situation of
contemporaneousness cannot move thee and draw thee to Himself then thou will
never become a Christian. Thou mayest honor, praise, thank and reward with all
worldly goods to him who maketh thee believe thou nevertheless act Christian
but he deceiveth thee.